In Neil's own words
The profound impact of forgiveness and unconditional love is transformative. My personal epiphany occurred in April 2020, a crucial time when I felt divinely inspired to confess all my sins to Amy.
It's uncommon for someone to share such experiences willingly. Many individuals grappling with addictions—whether to pornography, sex, drugs, or alcohol—often do as I did: invest considerable energy in concealing their sins, wishing to keep them hidden. My facade was impenetrable, preventing anyone from seeing the truth. I was completely isolated, trapped by my own wrongdoings. However, God had a different plan for me, which entailed repenting and revealing the entirety of my secret life to both Him and my wife. Despite the pain I inflicted and my repeated neglect of God, He stood by, ready to welcome me. This idea was inconceivable until Amy demonstrated true divine forgiveness.
In sharing my journey, I hope to help others who are fighting the same lifelong addictions to pornography and sex that I struggled with. Some may perceive this with skepticism, as shirking responsibility. I understand that viewpoint; I once held it myself. Nevertheless, I can assure you that this addiction is real and damaging. Conquering it demands significant effort and responsibility. Pornography captured me at the young age of nine, and its hold only strengthened with time, ruining one marriage and almost a second, and impacting many relationships and friendships.
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